A year to long

Wow! what a weird feeling it is logging into my blog after nearly a year off. So much has happened and changed in the past year that i don't even know where to start. My last post was just before i went in for surgery. Oh my what a scary time that was for me. …

Time for Surgery.

Well it's official, it's nearly surgery day and to tell u the truth I'm actually so very very scared. At 8am on Thursday 27th July (Australia time) I will be heading in to have a hookwire put into a breast lump via local anaesthetic soon followed by an excision biopsy via general anaesthetic. These past 6 …

Preparing for surgery

As most of you know last year i posted about needing a core biopsy for an abnormal fibroadenoma lump they found in my right breast. After a long 12 months of seeing different doctors and specialists for this lump it has been noted now as needing a complete excision. Today when i attended my breast specialist …

My love, Thank you

I never imagined my teenage self finding a 14 year old boy who would put up with my over protective fathers rules just to be with me. I never imagined this 19 year old young man struggle to balance the emotions of a heavy work load of long hours and a shit pay, separating parents …

1 year off my antidepressants

As most of you know who follow my Facebook page on the 14th may I celebrated my 1 year free from antidepressants. After recieving a few emails asking for advice on what to do I thought it was only best to express how the year folded out via a blog post. In the months coming …

Twenty Six, Embarrassed & Ashamed

Well.... This feels like one of the most embarrassing yet realistic posts i have uploaded to my blog so far. In a few days i will be approaching my twenty sixth year of life. I have so much anxiety in my body as this day approaches and so many thoughts are running through my head. …

A moment in time

Todays post is something so very close to my heart, something i have procrastinated writing due to fear of upsetting others. As i stated in the title of my blog this is about a moment in time. A moment meaning something i will forever cherish and time being something i will never get back. We …

Struggling

Exhale in..... Exhale out..... These past few weeks i have found it really hard to talk openly about my anxiety and panic attacks due to a recent run in with someone i thought understood. Hurtful things were said and now i just find my body is filled with so many mixed emotions and thoughts that i …

Breast Core Biopsy & My Experience

Today i wanted to take to my blog to share my story about getting a breast core biopsy done and how it affected my anxiety and the panic attacks that i encountered days leading up to the procedure. let me start from the beginning!!! Back in 2008 at age 17 i found my first breast …

Not where i expected myself to be

I have typed this many times and erased it not knowing exactly how to word what it is i need to say. Instead of worrying about if it make sense and if its a good article I'm going to use this post to help get the negative weight of my chest and hopefully this will …